Your grace, my hatred

Been shopping like an insane cow, ya madcowsyndrome as what Chie calls me....mooing away for something, and everything i suppose.eccentric funny i would put it.But mostly ive been buying IT related gadgets..finally got my notebook, Compaq Presario v2000 Amd turion..AMD rawks! good processor, better than Centrino in many ways, apart from the mobility on battery life..Got me portable harddisk, and a webcam, which was something i didnt want, but Mum insisted i get one, so that she can monitor me from time to time, whether i;m alive , gain weight , and whatnots..funny.!

He who thinks he gave it all, deeper than anything she has felt
A sudden incident which took it all away,
why she ask, questions arise in disbelief.
Only he knows the truth, and every action has its consequences
To be in ignorance ,shutting one eye and closing an ear
no disregard, but she could only swear on retribution someday
And if there would be a time when things rewind,
Disclose from the past , he has no future in her arms.
Beg to differ, so be it,
We have spoken and taken a trail of our own
the thin silver lining ends.

.....and to leave this all behind, i;m only waiting for my departure, where i would miss the great, but at the same time miss what has given me better will power from the let downs, cant wait to get out from this place. i need a fresh start!